
april 9th, 1990 — happy 23rd birthday kristen jaymes stewart. ♡
inspired by (x)(Source: rkheaven, via heartkbitch)

yeah yeah you’re not jess oooooffff couuuurse not ;)
Dear Jess,
I hate you. End of story. No, ok so. I think you’re one of the coolest cats I’ve ever met, I love you being super hyper 24/7 and posting stuff in our Facebook groups, people may think you’re stupid and too full of energy but I just admire that about you! I miss tinychatting with you (and Kat!) and I hope one day we’ll meet!!! btw still h8 you for seeing Paramore! :D
Dear person I’m jealous of,
I don’t even know why I’m jealous of you tbh, I’m in a relationship with the boy you like (love idk what that is) and he really likes me and I’m still jealous of you because you know him longer than I do and I always have the feeling that you’re perfect and I’m not, I feel like a failure next to you (srsly don’t know why) and it’s maybe the fact that even tho we’re in a relationship - and you know it - and you still won’t leave him alone with your drunken calls and all the stuff you’re doing with him. It reallys makes me feel weird and yeah sometimes I get jealous because sometimes I feel like you’re better than me, like you’re more beautiful than me etc
So yeah jealousy sometimes does get the best of me when I think about the fact that you and my boyfriend had something going, because I just feel like you know him better and also longer than me. My life is the saddest.

got your msg dude! :)
well i got ‘there is a fire inside of this heart and a riot about to explode into flames” tattooed, it’s from 30stm - hurricane lyrics and it just really gets me, the whole song, the vibe of it and the line is perfect so yeah i really love and it makes me feel pretty
here’s a picture

yeah thank you i’m actually the one who should be happy with him, he’s by far the most imperfect person i know but he’s kinda perfect for me, if you know what i mean :)
omg don’t even talk about being high/drinking a lot, i’m on vacation now (school starts on monday tho -.-) and that’s the only thing i’ve been doing so far ahaha :D
what kind of books do you read? gimme some recommendations, you might get me into smth good i really need some new stuff to read!
my education? well i’m in an ‘economic school’ (Wirtschaftsgymnasium in German) now and i absolutely loath it ahaha, but 2 1/2 years left and i’m gonna have my abitur so yeah gonna get through it and everything will be alright
Dear ex boyfriend,
I wish I would get back the time I spent on you, seriously, I wouldn’t say you were a mistake but the time we spent together wasn’t really as great as it should’ve been, it wasn’t long I know and I wouldn’t call it an offical ‘relationship’ but we had something together and I’m not regretting the time we spent together and I really wouldn’t take it back but it wasn’t time that I felt like it was spent usefully.
Also get your shit straight. Telling me you hate/loath the girl you had something going with and now crawling back to her after the thing with us was over and you realized I was the best you could get.. you fell deep man. Using the word ‘hate’ and not meaning it is as bad as using the word ‘love’ and not meaning it.
The only good thing about us was that I realized the only reason I spent my time with you was to get away from someone I’ve been in love for over 2 1/2 years and it made me realize what I really want from a partner and I think I’ve finally found it.

I’m extremely compassionate, loving, all of those warm fuzzy things, but the outer shell doesn’t project that all the time. - Frank Ocean
(via money-matrimony)
I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.
Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex boyfriend,
Dear ex girlfriend,
Dear ex bestfriend,
Dear bestfriend,
Dear *anyone*,
Dear Santa,
Dear mom,
Dear dad,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I had a crush on,
Dear girlfriend,
Dear boyfriend,
Dear [insert URL here],
(Source: wishtoconfess, via ironsing)